17 years now boyfriend less… Fuck boys give me chocolate cake.
It felt so weird putting “dad” into my phone first time I’ve had that name in it in over 5 years. So strange.
Being led on sucks, I’d much rather a guy get what he wants the end it not keep talking to me and getting my hopes up then just dropping me. I’m tired of the same old shit.
I just wanna find that one guy that is making all this pain worth it.
Less than 2 months til my daddy is out of prison I miss him so much, i know I should be mad at him and hate him but I can’t, he’s the man responsible for my life. He is my father and yes he’s done wrong and made mistakes as a father but I will always love him. I act like not having him around doesn’t bother me but it’s a simple defense mechanism for when people ask me I don’t break down in tears. Because people ask me if I miss him and I say not really its his fault, but inside all im thinking is yes yes I miss him more than anything in the world right now.
One month eighteen days